Brandon put it best when he told me "This is hell." Wiser words have never been said Minus kess and cain I'm f**ing dead I'm a f**ing trainwreck I'm a bloody mess I hate this distance, I hate this stress These days I find myself sleeping just to pa** the time And I find myself working to make sure I'm still alive I'm a f**ing trainwreck I'm a bloody mess I hate this distance, I hate this stress...