The Youth Ahead - 23 Days lyrics

I knew that something was wrong that day I felt so empty inside with a burning sensation and pain I wasn't myself, I couldn't react to a situation or an attack so please forgive me for leading you to believe that all was well and fine that day you wanted the story so here's how it goes but first I just want you to know that's its been 23 days since I last saw you 23 days since you fell out of my life I feel this pain, and I'll go insane if this lasts forever so on with the story but it's not much just an explanation for breaking your trust maybe now I regret this, I just thought it'd be different cause I just wanted to be free you think that I lied even though that I tried I never meant to hurt you on purpose I gave up on her another gave up on me and this is leading me to believe that this idea is failing 23 days since I last saw you 23 days since you fell out of my life I feel this pain and I'll go insane if this lasts forever so now you know I didn't simply erase you and all we had til the end but that doesn't change the way I feel now the way I feel now 23 days since I last saw you 23 days since you fell out of my life I feel this pain and I'll go insane if this lasts forever will I ever get this right, and if this lasts forever