The Weeknd - Thinking About lyrics

Yeah, uhh Do you think about me when your laying in your bed? Do you think about me when thoughts are flying round your head? Tell me, do you think about me when you're on ya phone To him on those lonely nights, oh so alone? Do you miss all the times that we shared? You probably don't, it never seemed like you really cared Maybe you did but we were just too scared Or maybe we rushed and we were just unprepared? I know I went and dissed you but I'm really starting to miss you But you can't really blame me for what I said When you acted like a b**h, I would call you a b**h And at times I wish I had myself an off-on switch I know we argued a lot and we didn't get along But when we made up, there was nothing we could do wrong And I don't just mean that in a s**ual way We could sit back, relax and chill all day But sometimes I actually wonder how I put up with this sh** I gave so much up for ya, I was ready to commit You was like a drug to me, I just wanted another hit But no drug is good for ya, I just wanna be legit Clean and free, yeah away from this curse sh**, how did my life go from better to worse? When I was with you I was flying oh so high And now you're gone I'm on a crash course flight to die I know I sound down and really depressive But sh**s getting worse, it's only progressive And it's all because of you, now ain't that impressive? A hot a** model chick now look who's obsessive My heart is a prisoner of the past You left a scar on my heart, this sh**'s gonna last With or without you I'm just gonna malfunction If there's an exit route, I'll gladly take the next junction Dysfunction in my mind ever since you left My mind you've stolen it's a basic crime of theft And now I'm falling deeper by trying not to love you But if I didn't say what's on my mind then, well… How would I stay true?