The Velvet Teen - Church or State lyrics

Did i learn to hate From church or state Who chose for me, my palate Who knows, who cares I keep on thinking Should i give up drinking Will i wake up breathing tomorrow But every moment foments till throwing it in Where i'm going No one will follow I burn my candle My soul, i sell What is money I can't tell An empty shell Which fasting or feasting Will pa** like a bee sting In rash and the riesling i swallow And every moment Ferments till throwing up in The closest thing at hand and hollow Going away for the evening Another day, dead and gone No mind Your arms around me Feel safe, second to none So dull Pointless I lose focus And pretend not to notice