The Stupid Stupid Henchmen - Hosting a Soul lyrics

It feels like a demon is inside of my mind I cant control my thoughts this bloody river of mine i dont why i got this voice is telling me too im going six feet down i cant go on anymore im getting sicker than sick i kinda like being dead i change the channel so that all i hear is hell! i dont why i choice you to fall back on to abuse you seem to wish it again all i did was for you i dont know where im heading i lost all my sense constrict me from my head the only tool that works it can spread all my problems and im the biggest one i cant control my mind its f**ing blown away everythings so f**ing useless i dont see the point in anything except for that f**ing knife its clears my up my mind im shaking from my pain its keeping me alive im sitting strapt to a chair the kind that k**s you for hurting the innocent or else i need something to do the shock goes through my body but doesnt k** my soul its somewhere lurking out there beyond the living and when it finds its souls itll do the same to them THEM! THEM! (this lyrics are 99.9% correct im not totally sure its "it can spread all my problems" but i think it is.)