The Sorrow - My Immortal Guardian lyrics

You have ruined my whole life All the pain and the fear This is for all the poisoned knives in my back To sleep is no escape My dreams are painted black By agony, no clarity You were all that I had My immortal guardian Serenity, calamity I am falling through black clouds Endless and deep There's no air that fills my lungs It suffocated me To sleep is no escape My dreams are painted black By agony, no clarity You were all that I had My immortal guardian Serenity, calamity This still feels not like heaven For me you disappeared Spread out the wings of solace My life is a temple of endless fear You have ruined my whole life All the pain and the fear This is for all the poisoned knives in my back This is the reckoning Buried in oblivion This still feels not like heaven For me you disappeared Spread out the wings of solace My life is a temple of endless fear Throughout the years Neglection Throughout the years I loved you