The Siren Tower - One More Drink Than Needed lyrics

One more drink than needed And back to thoughts of life Contemplating 50 years, contemplating strife Will I find somebody Will my children be at my side Or will some stranger bag my cold body at the site This foothold feels uncertain This view is low on light Never knowing what's ahead keeps me awake at night That by which I define myself Seems fragile now and old It feels like I could slip away and nobody would know How will I make my money If this nothing job it ends Would all my friends move right on If I had to start again Some days it feels I'm losing The ground on which I've built Some bullsh** inflated perception of myself I feel that's hurt connections With loved ones throughout the years And now instead of a family I'm left with sand seizing the gears They say that nothing's written And all will come to pa** So I'll carry on existing as I charge this lonely gla** One more drink than needed And back to thoughts of life Contemplating 50 years, contemplating strife Will I find somebody Will my children be at my side Or will some stranger bag my cold body at the site One more drink than needed And back to thoughts of life Contemplating 50 years, contemplating strife One more drink than needed