The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Forever Numb lyrics

I am not deaf, I just don't wanna listen Everything you say sounds like it's rapped in cellophane If I can't break through the surface And you are never gonna change Everything is said and done What have you become I've held my breath for too long Sweating bullets from my veins It isn't me to feel so numb And you are always gonna stay the same I washed my hands clean From the blood at your crime scene Everything is said and done Part of me's become Forever numb Staring at a space across the table Never in my wildest dreams did I think I'd be able To walk away To better days And you know I'm okay Everything is said and done What have you become I've held my breath for too long Sweating bullets from my veins It isn't me to feel so numb And you are always gonna stay the same I washed my hands clean From the blood at your crime scene Everything is said and done Part of me's become Forever numb You're gonna face everyone that you burned (You're gonna face everyone that you burned) You're gonna face everyone that you hurt All of your excuses And your sorry eyes No, they won't get you by this time I've held my breath for too long Sweating bullets from my veins It isn't me to feel so numb I washed my hands clean From the blood at your crime scene Everything is said and done Part of me's become Forever numb For too long sweating bullets from my veins (forever numb) To feel so numb and you are always gonna stay the same I washed my hands clean From the blood at your crime scene Everything is said and done Part of me's become If everything is said and done What have you become Forever numb