The Prayer Boat - Paralysed lyrics

I wanted to write you a letter Something that would betray me And tell you I was older in my head More scared than I said Oh, but I wait one more day Hoping for the stalemate to end Immobile and fading We reach for anything Paralysed, you were the motion and I Was always the lone one I need you now to decide There's a difference here Between the future and I I Don't look for reasons to live I never want to die Paralysed, you were the motion and I Was always the lone one I need you now to decide Ooh, ooh All that I had is trapped in the ruins of our life How long before I lose the light How long before I lose the light How long before I lose the light How long before I lose the light I wanted to write you a letter Something that would betray me And tell you I was older in my head More scared than I said Paralysed, you were the motion and I Was always the lone one I need you now to decide