The Plot In You - Pillhead lyrics

I thought I was a god, thought I'd never die Snort a bump and lose a night faking friends and losing my sanity Stuck my fingers down her throat and held her hair back Now I'm just another f** you k**ed a 12 pack with We're gods, we're kings, we're substance fiends Who really cares who it hurts when we fill our needs We're gods, we're kings and I'm lifeless Guess that's what I get for living with my vices You say you think you can help So just break me Make me the way you want me Break me Until I owe you nothing Don't get too close, I've been known to manipulate I've got this drip in my throat that would devastate God I'm afraid that my friends might hate me Getting clean's like an insult lately We'd stop but I've got this craving I'm stuck in here So just break me Make me the way you want me Break me Until I owe you nothing Bet it makes you sick to see me faded out Sleeping in my own puke, aren't you proud? You're all better off when I'm not around I promise you Can't eat, can't sleep, can't f**, can't dream It's a powdered trap and I can't get clean Maybe I'm just like them And I'm just a fiend and I can't get clean Break me Make me the way you want me Break me Until I owe you nothing Get clean you filth It's like a ringing in my ears They beg and they plead Get clean, get clean, get clean, you fiend, you fiend Get clean, get clean, get clean, you fiend, you fiend I thought I was a god, thought I'd never die Snort a bump and lose a night faking friends and losing my sanity Stuck my fingers down her throat and held her hair back Now I'm just another f** you k**ed a 12 pack with We're gods, we're kings, we're substance fiends Who really cares who it hurts when we fill our needs We're gods, we're kings and I'm lifeless Guess that's what I get for living with my vices You say you think you can help So just break me Make me the way you want me Break me Until I owe you nothing