The Plot In You - My Old Ways lyrics

Trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything 'Cause this is all that I've ever known And I'm afraid it won't let me go Drugged you down, Took you away from everyone that ever loved you Fooled the crowd And made 'em believe that I was real But you always knew I know I'm late, But I hope you know I'd k** to keep you safe If you love me Then I beg that you just leave Forget my name Trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything 'Cause this is all that I've ever known And I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go All the pills All the money All the pain Living consequences breathing just to take the blame I was wrong, I was wrong I can see so clearly Made myself look like a fool And now you only fear me Fighting to change God only knows I've been living in agony I pushed you all away I'm trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything 'Cause this is all that I've ever known And I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go Just let me go Itching, scratching. My blood's so thin The f**ing ceiling spins It's clouding every thought and stripping everything away from me Crawling desperately It's got me trapped and living in agony Trapped in my old ways. Can't seem to break free from anything 'Cause this is all that I've ever known. And I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go I'm afraid, I'm afraid it won't let me go Let me go, let me go