The Plot In You - One Last Time lyrics

Waking up on the floor With no one else in the room I’ve never felt like this before I just hope I’m leaving soon And if tomorrow I don’t wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness Tell me one last time How I never tried Was so close to breaking through last time I thought that I’d be sheltered By nothingness, by the lack of consciousness But I lay here awake Too afraid to dream Cause if I might have to face myself, I’ll buckle at my knees Tell me one last time How I never tried I’m seeing the light But never felt this close Push my pain aside Cause I can never give it to them ‘Cause I never felt what I wanted to feel Explaining my chest to the world I just live in regret, I’m singing a d**hwish Tell me one last time How I never tried And if tomorrow I don’t wake up Just know I really tried to make the best of your forgiveness