The Playing Favorites - This Is the Last Train lyrics

Here's a life derailed Here's a lesson learned I'm on the last train with everything I've earned Empires crash down Together with structure I am a pillar in a vast controlled future I've been lost, here inside I know this is the last train I will ride One more rapid fire From a practice nerve And of course I surrender to make up for my words He's insanable In his self-defense I am that idiot infighting with the rest I've been dumped a million times I know this is the last train I will ride This morning I woke up And painted myself red Waiting to leave on any train that fled I'm an idiot Missing when I'm blessed Left for embitterment where I will not be missed I've been wrong a million times I know this is the last train I will ride This is the last train I will ride all alone Please believe I know this is the last train waiting for me