The Planets Won't Let You Sleep Tonight - Destroy Beautiful Things lyrics

When, when love ends I am lost, but composed I've found, I've found something else hand held by fear dealt d**h without cause Draw, draw on the mask no one knows us, no one sees behind painted veils and proud battle scars I hide that i'm lonely feel I could float, drowning in apathy When you see me I start to run you look away and I reappear I don't understand the games that we play what makes us this way? maybe it's wisdom, maybe it's fear I am my only friend my emotions always get the best of me I destroy, destroy beautiful things so paint me to watch it dissolve In my head destructive thoughts imagine the end like tulips are grown to be blind When you see me I start to turn I've been longing for so long that I'm used to this numbed by the loss this room is empty by I call it home