The Nerve Agents - Metal Pig lyrics

When will I know that it is gone? Life s**ed away... Is is when the wheels go whizzing off like spinning tops Violently whirling Violently turning 'til they drop? I've spent the days unsure But should I spend them Prepping for long goodbyes And teary eyes or flip the coin and revitalize? Have patience until November... So I'm told I need answers! I'm trusting who? Metal Pig