The National - The Lights lyrics

It's so easy to set off The molecules and the [?] They all have something against me Nothing I do makes any difference This one's like my sister's best friends in a bag calling me to join them Can't avoid it This one's like my mother's arms when she was young and sunburnt in the '80s Lasts forever The more [?] they have me The more I cannot stand me I have [?] friendships Bad tasted miracles [?] in the morning Like a baby Oh the sky's getting white I can't find a liner anywhere I'm going crazy I'm not crazy It's just the lights turning on It's just the lights turning on I'm all yours I have no positions No point of view or vision I'm just trying to stay in touch with anything I'm still in touch with [?] Put your heels against the wall I swear you got a little bit taller since I saw you This one's like the wilderness, I'm the world I'm gonna miss the real life [?] It's just the lights turning on It's just the lights turning on I'm all yours