The National - Quiet Light lyrics

I used to fall asleep to you speaking to me I don't listen to anything I have nothing to do at first I'm just so tired of thinking about everything It's not that I'm afraid of being alone I just don't know what to do with my time Between you and me, I thought that we would all last so much longer But I'm learning to lie in the quiet light While I watch the sky go from black to gray Learning how not to die, inside a little every time I think about you and wonder if you are awake You don't know anything I think about you way more than anything else I'm not that spiritual, I still go wild all the time Through department stores Everything I need, but none of this is getting me anywhere good Between you and me, I still fall apart at the thought of your voice But I'm learning to lie here in the quiet light While I watch the sky go from black to gray Learning how not to die, inside a little every time I think about you and wonder if you are awake And I'm learning to live inside the heartache you give Nothing I wouldn't do for another few years Learning how not to cry every time there's another sad Saturday morning So tell me if there's nothing I can do I can't have this It's you that I think I hear in the quiet light Am I crazy? You're nowhere near me Guess I don't know what I'm saying Just call me, I'll come to where you are Alone in the quiet light I'm always thinking you're behind me And I turn around and you're always there All I need is a time and a place to be I will meet you in silence alone, right away What you think I am, well, it's never been me You're everything I need right way