The Lottery - Bitter World lyrics

Struggle in my past, painted my expressions Running on my last, avoid the deep depressions Beefing with the bottom, I'm so afraid of fallin And all these f**ing problems turning me into an alcoholic Where did I go wrong, I swear this can't be life 17 and pregnant, that just can't be right In love with a man who f**ing your friend depends on what you like (This Bitter Earth) Uh, this world is crazy, even my babies, gotta receive the sight Just ask the lord to give me the strength so they believe what's right And not some smooth n***a who trying to get her home tonight Invest in a gun and hope that the thug who come just ain't the type It's a cold world, keep your sweater close Made it big but seems like family the ones who hate the most That's a damn shame, how dare you doubt your blood Don't know my real father, how come he dropped my love ???? alone, there's no one to hug He left me all alone, how could you leave your cub But f** it I'm a man, with or without your a** They ask about my pain, some things I wish that I had Just thank the man above, my mom's consider my dad She working spending her last, whatever we wanted we had The struggle created a man, no longer your job demands No thoughts of contraband, I've failed and let's re-planned I've been through hell and back, but still I'm here to stand Mama need a house, so f** it I bought some land Dyin' to be the greatest, but greater comes with patience Got my business right, and plus my mama good What more heart is just to say I made it out the hood You f**ing right, Bitter World Cried a hundred tears when I see my baby girls When I see my baby girls Damn! Blood, sweat, and tears, this my testimony Just know the world is yours! Ain't that right, Tony? Gas prices high, n***as dying young Bad role models, that's what that came from That's what that came from (This Bitter World) My God (Well, well) My God (Well, This Bitter Earth) Dear World, dear World, I need you undivided And know some choices that we made were highly undecided We keep it in mind, we givin em signs, the time just disregard it (This bitter world) Some live in the blind afraid of the light But pain just can't be departed The things that I seen, I wish it was dreams, it seems I'm sleeping hardly Lost a lot of homies, endured a lot of pain Pray for better nights, slowly they became I hear my phone ring, f** who callin me I just hope that it's success who trying to bother peace f** this bitter world, with no apologies Babies having babies, what could your father be Sick of being tired, and tired of being broke Mama worked too hard, I pray no signs of stroke Microphone and words, clearly show me hope Without it I'm alone, clearly you should know (Well, well) Amen (Well, This Bitter Earth)