The Living Tombstone - It's Been So Long (Five Nights 2 song) lyrics

(I dunno what I was thinking Leaving my child behind Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind With all this anger, guilt, and sadness coming to haunt me forever I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river) Is this revenge I am seeking? Or seeking someone to avenge me? Stuck in my own paradox I want to set myself free Maybe I should chase and find before they try to stop it It won't be long before I'll become a puppet It's been so long Since last I have seen my son lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder The sanity of your mother I wish I lived in the present With the gift of my past mistakes But the future keeps luring with a pack of snakes Your sweet little eyes Your little smile is all I remember Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper Justification is k**ing me But k**ing isn't justified What happened to my son I'm terrified It lingers in my mind and the thought keeps on getting bigger I'm sorry my sweet baby I wish I'd been there It's been so long Since last I have seen my son lost to this monster To the man behind the slaughter Since you've been gone I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder The sanity of your mother