The Last Ten Seconds of Life - Heavy Handed lyrics

[Chorus] I've built up a wall, now I can't see around it I've hurt the closest to me like it didn't even matter at all The highest highs never cover the lowest lows You'll never find comfort in things as empty as your soul [Verse] I'm drowning There's no doubt about it No way around it Sunset to sunrise, I'm hounded Another walk back From the bar with the stars Saying tomorrow will be different They always told me whiskey was the work of the devil And I've seen it first hand But why do I feel closer to god now when I'm sent? [Chorus] [Outro] x4 Friend of the devil But closer to god When I'm heavy handed