The Knowmads - HALFmoon lyrics

(Intro Tom Pepe) Cause it feels like life's wasting me Yeah, uh, yo (Tom Pepe 1st verse) I've been high for two weeks Every half moon it just repeats This haunted feeling in my brain makes me keep running Now I feel the after effects of trying c**aine and OC When your on it I got no pain, I'm so free But when you come down, I need the whole world to hold me My true self acts like you don't even know me I take advantage of other people so much I need a trophy My nights a blur these days feel rather ghostly My life's a joke, hard days choke me Blame the flames living like an arcade game, hard to explain My art comes out of my Arteries part of my veins Oxygen drains to my brain til there's nothing left But think about other people judge me too much I get f**ing stressed So now I'm depressed questioning d**h unhealthy, self obsessed and not wealthy So lost in being alive that the motherf**ing gods couldn't even help me (Chorus) And everything seems fake to me I wonder what it takes to be A great MC, cause It feels like life's wasting me And everything seems fake to me I wonder what it takes to be A great MC, cause (Tom Pepe 2nd Verse) 24 hours what the f** am I doing Using d**, make my pyramids turn into ruins Tryna be the truest Take my pain turn it into music Mistakes might break us but that's what makes us human When I was younger didn't do as much consuming My mind is blooming Tryna find these treasures like the temple of doom and The only one who ever seen the dark side of the moon I'm bi-polar stop in December start in June When all you care about leaves your heart as a tune Take a break from reality, it's hard to resume Tell myself I'll be outta here soon, howling at the moon I feel like this life is my wife left me now I scowl at the groom Prowling the room, heart of a lion k** me hear the growls from my tomb Stuck in my place like a scarecrow Can't let this straightened arrow tryna k** two birds chasing sparrows The essence of my soul is similar to ancient Pharaoh's (Chorus) And everything seems fake to me I wonder what it takes to be A great MC, I'm telling you, it feels like life is wasting me Wasting me, life is wasting me It feels like life is wasting me Uh, yeah (Tom Pepe 3rd verse) Everyday is great so I accelerate my heart rate Celebrate the pain elevate the game, levitate my brain I can tell the fakes and the lames selling cake and taking aim Trying to make a name I hate them for acting co*ky, but I'm actually the same But the fact is that my heart truly captivates your brain Getting stoop is hella fun, dope is actually strange You start drinking at the party, end up asking for change Trapped in these games Lying to my mum like I've actually changed But going sober through a day feels like I'm trapped in a cage By myself I'm amazed by what I attached to a page The way I'm running for myself like it's laps in a maze That's why I've been on coke, weed and dizz for the past few days I think you can find he's witnessed no more crave When I was young how I acted much ahead of my age Trust myself in my element, front of the stage But while I'm talking myself I see that nothing has changed I used to be much stronger take the bus in the rain But now my day to day feels like I'm digging my own grave And I'm just telling everybody keep your heads on straight Cause (Chorus) And everything seems fake to me I wonder what it takes to be A great MC, cause It feels like life's wasting me And everything seems fake to me I wonder what it takes to be A great MC, cause it feels like, it feels like..