The Junior Varsity - Anti-climactic lyrics

It's always i feel i'm not sure if i can do anything else Alcohol fills voids temporarily it spills out leaves the wound raw I feel like hell at least i know i'm back to my old self Who would have thought changes effects were so widespread Who would have thought a friendship's a relationship too Maybe i shouldn't have friends and Christ how i've grown in the past few weeks Maybe i shouldn't befriend anyone else till I realize there's No me in team No i in said Once again i forgot what i am doing And i don't know who you are fooling And just for the record it never means nothing I can't keep up so lay back down There's still a few minutes to sleep in in My apartment is as empty as me Didn't i want it that way Nobody wants it that way I put myself in stupid situations i'll never make it out alive It's hard to make plans when your plan is someone else No time to sleep And i bet you could only guess How good it feels to be on your own It's hard to stand when you build your life on someone else It's hard to breathe when you are running from yourself