The Gamits - Love Suicidal lyrics

You are just another girl and so am I How we love each other is by our design They may never ever understand We may never ever understand I cannot deny myself forevermore And I won't apologize for being born We have only one life to give love I could die without a chance to love I have to tell you my heart I wrote it all down in my journal and left it open For you to find on my desk Right next to the photo of us hand in hand after church Don't you know this world is such a lonely place So devoid of love that god could not replace It is all just made up in their minds And their love is no more real than mine When you read on you will find The last words that I'll ever write are meant only for you I saved up all of my meds Enough so I won't fail again I'm not scared anymore I have nowhere left to turn My god and my church have both failed me like they failed before I knelt down beside my bed And prayed that this torture would end I'm not scared anymore