i feel so useless again, everything is out of my hands and i can't survive, it's an emptiness inside me wishing someone would intie me put me back at that control so i can steer the ship to safety i've always been a s**er for happy endings and i know i will look out in time as long as were still standing and i don't know if i will still be breathing with all resolves i'm sick of waiting this message that ignored, makes it impossible to tell it's a complete sense of helplessness it's something in this awkwardness and i can't survive follow this uncertainty with all the things security wake me up when it's all over so i can celebrate the victory i've always been a s**er for happy endings and i know i will look out in time as long as were still standing as long as were still standing as long as were still standing