The Flatliners - Monumental lyrics

Ever since I pulled over I've been looking for you in the strangest places With desperation painted on my face and I'm shaking As I check every car window in the parking lot Swallowing these ashes whole And know that soon I'll be en route to the hospital You'd think I've got it all 'til tires start to crawl I'm asleep at the wheel, this binge is monumental Getting high in a borrowed car Listening to the songs that got me this far Into my own head Just thinking of this, always thinking of this Put on a pair of sungla**es that turn February gray into everything yellow You'll always want to see as much of the sky As much of the sky as possible You'd think I've got it all 'til tires start to crawl I'm asleep at the wheel, this binge is monumental And I feel no pain at all when these tires screech down to a halt Asleep hitting the wall, this binge is monumental Greet the world with a poker face Through empty bottles in a haze They won't suspect a thing now will they? Itemize your life in a panicked state So you can sleep at night And dream about never turning old and gray Catching my breath now seems as useless as airplane conversations 'cause I enjoy toiling in all of my frustration You'd think I've got it all 'til tires start to crawl I'm asleep at the wheel, this binge is monumental And I feel no pain at all when these tires screech down to a halt Asleep hitting the wall, this binge is monumental Our skin is peeling from the searing steel surrounding us