The Faded Youth - The World Is Made of Pillows lyrics

If you could be Right here next to me Would you? Will you? Am i wasting your time? Can i be blunt? Or have I done that too much? I have a lot of love inside me Fighting, riding on a notion I will get what I've been hopin for You make me anxious Don't know how i should take this This is too real to be fakin I've been in the basement Making love songs I should do a trust fall Off a bridge You should do a trust fall Onto this... Uhh... couch Ouch you really hurt me I can't tell if your flirting Like you can't tell if I'm jokin You know I'm not like most men Do you act this way with all guys? You probably like tall guys I'm only 5'7...5'8 with shoes on? Can I be who I am But at the same time who you want? I don't know.. Prolly not I'm pretty cynical My mindset Identical To depression that's clinical And plus I'm really tired Of ho's being ho's And life being life And ho's being ho's I got to say that sh** twice I hate when people think I'm weak because I'm nice I'm not You're like Summer Every day of the week, you're really hot ayee The stress be gettin to me So i calm my nerves I calm my nerves I call my nurse I ask her "why does it hurt, every time that I care" ? She said "why does it hurt, every time that you don't?" I said "I won't keep living like this I just... " I just don't have the strength I just don't have the vigor But I got morning wood And you got a splinter I'm just kidding But really.. I love the way you smile When I start to act silly And in a really weird way I wish you would k** me Please don't make it an accident Just do it on purpose Shed your clothes Close the curtains And leave me alone I'm so willing and open That you can't help but draw back The sun is burning my skin Baby be my straw hat I'm crying and laughing What do you call that? Lying or 'caffeine?' I hate the way that I am Addicted to sad things I am finite My love is not She in love She just don't know it I know you feel something You try not to show it I'm tryna cut the red wire I hope that I don't blow it I've never felt this helpless I can't subdue my demons You make me lust in my heart And that only feeds them The funniest part about this That we haven't had s** yet I could show you some things That they taught me s** ed 5th grade, I know all about it Touch her here, and if you're lucky over there They didn't tell me That she wouldn't f**ing care Karma k** me We know whats right But still we f** up I'm a f** up Lift your cup up to that sh** I'm pa**ionate And plus I'm really sorry You said that we're friends But are we? are we? I had a dream that I woke up in a rarri But I woke up in your bed And kissed you in the morning Do you feel different about me Than the guys that came before me? This sh** boomin hard You think that it's storming But if I try harder It won't make you adore me Like i adore you Just wait till i ignore you When you start to need me I can be selfless but with you I am greedy