The Carolyn - Rot lyrics

Well tonight I’ll waste more of your time And wash this vyvanse down with blood-red wine ‘Til I come loose at every seam And confess more than I really need More than I need Turn the page, turn the page I can’t relive the shame Every vivid memory will cut like razor blades Yesterday’s tucked away Some things never change Your candle lost its flame again And I can’t help but rot away Well I don’t think this chest cavity Is big enough to keep in my heartbeat Or slow down the nightly race between My liver and lungs failing My lungs fail me What can I say? This too will die