The Carolyn - H.P.P.D. lyrics

It all started and ended When I was arrested for possession Binging in the end of my youth as it faded Part-time job, sh*tty car but I still wasn’t jaded Yet But now I’m serenaded into a tired, worried panic Exhausted from sleeping and working all day Driving home terrified That I won’t know what to say When those lights flash And words are spoken to me like I’m still a kid You got your braces off You were melting faces off, baby You were at the peak of your confidence When it all ended for you You were looking for someone who’d Help you leave your insecurities at the door But now you’re carried away into a lonely panic When you’re alone in bed dreaming of the future When you think of how I don’t Want the same things you need Will I die alone? Cause dying together ain’t for me I try to be cool, but I’m the meanest person Not when I’m alone But when I’m around people with you I try to be green, but I’m the worst of my kind When I close my eyes it’s all flashing It’s all flashing by It’s all clashing, it’s all flashing by When I close my eyes It’s all flashing red and blue