The Body - To Attempt Openness lyrics

set my d**h to total isolation the heart has burned away never thought to have all the answers never loved nor learned to accept love never loved one from the grotesque ma**es. nearly alive not yet dead and i am near you but feel not from the nearness. to fall apart while others are happy driving a wedge between pain and greater pain. this is pain this is loss is this in love? is this enough?