I remember the days I used to laugh and play My friends were mostly girls and I got good grades That was a time I could look back on proudly and say "Hey, that's me" But now the future pummels me with uncertainty Success I'll never grasp A love I'll never find or notice Maybe this is just a test Success I'll never grasp, won't obey the status quo Am I cynical, political or mental? I don't know In my head I've got all the explanations that I need That not a motherf**er in the world would believe And I fail. Remarks misheard callously The notes we pa**ed in cla** never had an effect on me You win. You've beat me at my own game But you're not gonna be there when I've won I'm sure I'm not as bad as I think, but I feel like I've done nothing And now I'm at the brink of zero And I ain't got no souvenirs From the last few years that could f**ing show That I've attained some form of success A love I'll never find or notice How much of this makes any sense Sellout now or I'm never gonna win Who needs to give a motherf**ing sh** about my f**ing friends? The hand on the clock reaches my end Bop Bada Bop It's not me I know that I made you see the directionless slacker I made myself out to be Well you, win. It doesn't matter I'm not gonna be there when you're gone I don't need your advice and I don't need your help Why am I so lonely if I still have myself? Why should I care if I don't have a chick To take all of my ca$h and hurt me till I'm sick? It all makes such sense, its all loud and clear I may have had a bad week, a bad month, a bad year but the future's there And all I've got to do is concentrate on what I want And if you oppose me, f** you