Tha Chill - My Best Friend lyrics

(Verse 1: Konscience) If I get too close to anyone, then I'ma end up messing up Stressing s**s. I'm sorry that I'm always so depressing. f** I can't be happy Because happiness is sappy I'm not good with my emotions And I don't know how to show 'em At least, not the way you want me to I'm not the guy you want me to Be. I'm me, and I'm not perfect; ain't that f**ing true? An introvert: I've turned myself inside Turned my eyes to the internal, so I had somewhere to hide In the crowded world. My only friend is me And he hates me. That's the part that really gets to me Especially, when I'm lost in thought, I'm stuck just him and me And he tells me all my flaws: Every single sin. It seems We will never get along See, I don't hate myself; I hate the part of me that hates myself: The heart of me that breaks itself Or others break f** it; I'm stuck inside my head And I'm not sure whether the people there want me alive or dead (1:10) (Chorus: Konscience) I'm my best friend I'm my worst enemy I'm my conscience I'm regret: The end of me (Verse 2: Konscience) Confidence is key; that's why I'm stuck within my thoughts I'm too busy fighting my demons to try to pick the lock They always win They hide for a little, then come back harder than before And it's always when I'm startin' for the door So, I can wallow in my poor Esteem and swallow anymore I don't got a lot of dreams that I can follow anymore It's a co*kamamie sport For me to try to break my curse I think I'm just unlovable, or I was made to hurt And, if either one is true I don't wish that onto you I just wish my sorrow helps you see That others feel it too And, if others feel it too, then You can color in the room You're trapped inside your mind But, now, it isn't black and white You got to look past the pain And past mistakes And graduate to Saturday Cause, when the week ends We're weakened: The demons crashed the plane They're in your head And you need to get 'em out Have confidence, my friend, because the demons Feed on doubt (Chorus) I'm my best friend I'm my worst enemy I'm my conscience I'm regret: The end of me (X3) (Outro during chorus: Konscience) You control your destiny D-Destiny Y-You control your destiny De-d-de-d You control your destiny D-Destiny D-Destiny And I will fight with what is left of me (X2)