Testify-Music - Back 2 Me lyrics

[Intro] Yeah, uhh I'm not used to doing this kinda thing, but uhh Lately I've been going through some things so I think it's time to take off the mask [Testify Music] What's this pain I'm feeling in my heart? I guess it's the feeling of being betrayed by my best friend I thought we were bros till the very end But ya left me for my ex man I tried telling you both how I feel Instead of getting results I ended up lonely like a common heel Ha, why did I even try? God knows why I should have listened to God, instead of trying to make her mine Cause now I'm stuck in a loveless bind Maybe we weren't meant to be So instead of keeping my feelings hidden, I'm gonna set ‘em free I really don't agree, b/c in my heart I know that you belong with me But you can't fight destiny Trust me I've been fighting the truth since 03 [Hook] This ain't a love song This ain't a makeup song It's just a chance for me, to admit, that I was wrong I make mistakes, I'm not perfect But I still have a purpose to fulfill This is my father's will I understand now that you and I, weren't meant to be And writing sad songs, ain't gone bring you back to me So I decided to put my trust in God, and end this façade Cause… you're not coming back to me [Testify Music] I still remember the day you left You had this look up on your face that I can't forget I let you leave and didn't focus on your dad's constant threats Yet, I still regret, that I let it get this far You said that this isn't what you wanted, that our relationship was too bizarre More like you wasn't feelin it But I didn't wanna start a fight, so I gave in That was a huge mistake, cause now my worlds about to cave in Matthew 6:15 Forgive your enemies, as Jesus forgave you So I will try my best to let it go But forgiveness is tough subject, when you want someone so bad You develop harsh feelings for the person and start to get mad So I'm glad we parted ways, before we ending up hating one another, and Even though I can't stand the thought of you being with some other guy Let alone my best friend I think it's for the best… I guess [Hook] [Bridge] I now know, what it really means to forgive I could wallow in my pain and blame you for hurting me But it wouldn't change a thing So today I'm letting go, of all the bitterness and resentment And embracing the forgiveness just as my Father did [Hooseki] Life gets complicated when we see dreams as reality I remember those messages you used to send On what you thought of me Now time has pa**ed and I ask what has happened to us, I speak From experience now, but don't understand it still Maybe it's because I was too afraid to pray I was way too scared to ask my maker, if you were meant for me This is a pixel from our picture and every night I whisper I miss how close we were, I pray that everything's ok [Hook] [Ending] I think it's time, I realize that God will bring the right one along When the time is right