Testa - Pistantrophobia lyrics

Author; Burly, Testa & Propane Mixed & Mastered by; Papa Produced by; Burly VERSE 1 (Burly) Listen See now i could leave my home keys In the hands of one of my buddy Though But that could only be done when the whole house have been emptied bro Or have been sold s**ers give you a peck and then they have you sold So tell me what the sh** on earth are you asking for? Get your hands off me Look i ain't taking no sh** The last time i took a sh** I ended up feeding on pain that seemed so cureless, unbearable s**ers think that i'm spitting some parable If you'd take a closer look You'd see that I ain't talking I ain't rapping I ain't dropping no sh** I'm just living dude This's the way i live this is my attitude And if you ain't cool with it, oh s**ers you can act a fool No accommodation for friends, c'mon pack and move I'm ruthless Got em haters frowning like em toothless Now i'm up here standing at the door, staring like who there? I walk around with a silver pen in my palm Cause i don't even trust those who say they've got my back It's so tragic! CHORUS (Propane) Pistantrophobia! Pistantrophobia! Pistantrophobia! I ain't gotta say nothing, i just watch you falloff to my f**ing feet VERSE 2 (Burly) Check this! Everybody looking so cold now Listen, nobody gives a damn about nothing Everybody now looking so cold now, so cold now Screw everybody here! When they get you You just wait until they get you Then you'll have a clearer picture of my point of view It's so true Everybody looking cold Pistantrophobia! Beat this! Little hommie be like let me fix it I feel the Fury that is running through your veins Oh i can fix it s**er, pretending to be real Not till i let him in That i realize that he was just as fake As a text from my ex-babe Telling me she loves me Look at me, do i look like i gotta goatee Oh jeez I just saw my bestie chilling with my enemy That's why i trust my middle finger cause it's sincere when it says f** you! CHORUS (Propane) VERSE 3 (Testa) Sittin here, I think I'm losing my mind Can't even come up with a simple freakin rhyme One point I'd write line for line Life's moving too fast I'm running out of time, gotta grow up and earn whats mine I keep my circle small and I think that's fine, don't even know why I keep trying Feelin like a different person every couple months Sometimes there's days when I just wanna bust Other's when my flow is straight full of rust Can't think of anything just stuck in a rut, putting stuff in words can get real tough I've had some writer's block causing me to stop Waiting on myself for a single to drop, no one really knows me my life is so rough every day I force a smile to just seem like I'm tough These thoughts in my head need to leave and get out Trapped inside making me want to shout, maybe that's what these songs are about Never thought I'd go down an emotional route When things go wrong, most people pout I've been through a lot within my eyes there's a drought.. Most of my life, I've forced my tears, I've never felt emotion like the rest of my peers I look in the mirror, and wonder if I'm here Is this really me, it's so unreal I can't explain these things that I feel, but when I look close They're so surreal, all my life I've concealed these things Hid the strain on my brain that all of it brings I'm unhappy with this when my soul is drained I claim what I'm sayin trapped by a ball and chain I'm losing my mind as I write these rhymes Trying to find out who I am inside, just living this life as the time goes by There's something wrong deep inside my mind Get me a doctor give me a dosage Sorry just ignore my psychosis , Gotta keep focused, why try when you know you're far from the closest My mood likes to change from high to low, it k**s me inside because I don't even know And it saddens me to of lost my bros, now I'm stuck in a loop chasin hoes With my strength I know I can grow This is your life and you've gotta choose Pick yourself up and just do you So do what you gotta do to just get through