Terrence "Scar" Smith - A Part of Me lyrics

Yea yea Yea yea yea, Yea yea yea yea yea We live and we die life is full of surprises And I can't get over the fact that your gone I try to realize your not part of my life But I still try to fight but it just don't seem right Cause your not here anymore I can still see you walking out the door Your just a memory of what used to be Sitting with my head between my hands I know ill never get you back again I never meant to hurt you never meant to make you cry Why am I surprised? I am who I am because of you I'm sorry for the pain I put you though Maybe its all just a dream But your still a part of me I didn't think you do it. You'd really leave me If I did it would be different believe me Its easy to say baby I'ma change The very next day it was the back to the same Going though my phone finding new names I said it was business, I was so lame You saw though it and held me down A real queen, you held that crown You made such an impression on my life Natural progression was you to be my wife We talked family, we talked kids You thought I'd clam down. I never did I bought you home things from the rode before Malaysia, Australia, silk form Singapore But what I give you this time you can't get rid of So you left me tired of this sick love Sitting with my head between my hands I know ill never get you back again I never meant to hurt you never meant to make you cry Why am I surprised? I am who I am because of you I'm sorry for the pain I put you though Maybe its all just a dream But your still a part of me Sitting here listing to the record you bought me Kinda blue, original copy You changed my life put me on to so much I miss our talks more then your touch Such a fool to lose such a good thing You showed me parts of my city that I never seen Parts of myself that I never knew existed Then I got famous; I got it twisted! You needed me! I didn't need you Find you a man that can do what I do for you! I flew you to Rome I paid for this home How you coming at me like you grown?! Forget what I did on tour I said I loved you. You needed more Why you tripping? You need to understand Sometimes a man's gotta be a man Sitting with my head between my hands I know ill never get you back again I never meant to hurt you never meant to make you cry Why am I surprised? I am who I am because of you I'm sorry for the pain I put you though Maybe its all just a dream But your still a part of me Walk in the house late, drunk, stumbling I pa** out you would come tuck me in Where you at? Baby I need you I never knew all the pain this would lead to I'm sorry I lied, tried to deceive you You said you'd leave but I didn't believe you I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm so sorry, I'm sorry, girl I'm sorry I'm sorry, I'm sorry Baby I'm sorry