Teramaze - Acts of Reparation lyrics

Daylight I'm still awake Consciously asleep Wrapped in my disbelief Poisoned by mistakes Tearing life from me How could I fall away We will always search for something more But it's easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies Buried by my mistakes Boxed in my self hate How could I fall away All that comforts me All who treasure me All that I've turned away We will always search for something more But it's easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies With the act of reparation you deny You are torn between the lies you left behind All I want is a reaction I test pain for pleasure You won't touch me I just want to feel something Anything at all We will always search for something more But it's easier to drown inside The fear of growing old Some things are harder to let go too far away Too far away from all the lies Too far away from all the lies