Tephlon - Turbulence lyrics

[Intro: Shawshank Redemption} Hope is a good thing.... Maybe the best of things and no good thing ever dies. I'll be hoping that this letter finds you and finds you well. Your friend.... Johnny [Verse 1] Sleeping on a bed of nails Worried about these record sales Always thought I was heaven sent Guess I never checked the mail You know I always kept it real Took my heart, left was steal Fed up with these dark nights Like I was friends with Christian Bale But I bailed out on my consciousness Doing things opposite Of how I ought to live, promises Broke like boxers ribs Now I'm hopin that my weakness calls it quits They callin with a blocked number, private phone,anonymous To tell me that I'm not the sh** Like I ain't already done check the memo Sick of saying sorry, writing texts that end in "xo Now I'm yelling out Yelling out, but hear no echoes Your legs like my mouth, better kept closed I need some Pepto uh, Bismol in this b**h Cause' my life is about to get abysmal and it's sick Pop some pills, like missiles, a fistfull of em' quick Numb to it finally Funny how you gotta' run blind to see Chorus: When you're flying high there's turbulence Food for thought, that's some motherf**in' nourishment Pop pop pop, poppin' these Percocets Dug the whole that I'm buried in, I'm buried in Bridge: Go, go, go, go, go, go away with it Go, go, go, go ,go, go away with it Verse 2: I guess I finally know my vices Life's a drive But I still don't have my liscence Tryna' hide Fears inside, cause' outside is Cold as ice, in our climate, we divided Yup, we divided So don't be ga**ing me up Like I be riding in a hybrid And I'm always ashing a blunt Tell me upfront, not in silence Yeah, you sugar coat it twice, call that Captain Crunch inspired And I'm good with all this hype, cause I be rapping till' I'm dying But dying inside is no way to live your days, live your days Tryna' hold on tight, don't let it slip away, slip away Easy to make habits once you make mistakes, make mistakes My heavy heart won't manage as paper weight, paper weight And I'm eatin' a happy meal Mm, bumpin' a happy song Doesn't mean I'm happy, any event I laugh along And I'm not laughing cause' I'm okay Only cause I think it's funny Gla** half full, but oh wait What I'm drinking is disgusting, trust me