TellingBeatzz - Never True lyrics

[Verse 1: Skogey] It eats me alive just to know that I upset you Ruins me to admit that I don't get you Kinda self-destructive I figured out minutes after I met you But f** it do you girl, I'mma let you All I wanna do is talk, try to help you feel better But I know damn well that later just means never I know it's just attention Attention I'm willing to give But from me it doesn't matter All she cares about is him Selfish and abusive but all she wants is validity Don't know she's f**ing perfect and that just breeds toxicity I tell her that love her That won't get us anywhere I tell her that love her I swear she don't f**ing care I can tell she's just plain scared A simple laugh to help get by But deep inside she wanna cry I look into those pretty eyes I see walls I see barriers sh** could withstand harriers I wanna break em down But sh** would just get hairier A f**ing independent And that I can respect Wanna be left alone But that just feels like neglect I can't say I truly love her And then leave her with those fears I can't say I truly love her And then leave her with those tears It's what she f**ing wants don't realize its f**ing useless Keeping sh** locked up, leaving everybody clueless Can't imagine how she's feeling I don't know how she could do this I wish she'd open up Hope she'd realize what the truth is [Verse 2: Skogey] But all of that's just what I thought for the first month After that we fought all the sh** just got rough Petty sh** to get at me, tryna to f** with me mentally Left me feeling used and got pissed at the sh** you sent to me You told me that you loved me, now I know it's all just lies And I'm left here wondering if you do this to other guys To me it seems heartless To me it seems cruel But you'll do it regardless Do you think it seems cool I guess I'm pissed off that I let myself fall For someone who obviously didn't give a sh** at all To me you're just a hypocrite To me your love is counterfeit You say don't lead em on But you led me into an abyss And smoked me like I'm cannabis I'm writing to let you know that I will never be a fan of this I'll never be a fan of his And if he ever hurts you He'll walk into my f**ing fist I claim to be a pacifist, I'll clock him like its 4x6 And leave his a** bloodied like a fool that tried to slit his wrists But sh** [Outro: Skogey] I can honestly say that I still have feelings for you I can honestly say that I hate the fact that I do Because deep inside I know, I know our love was never true But deep down inside I know, I know I still love you