TellingBeatzz - I Remember lyrics

[Intro] I have a really bad memory. But some people just seem to stick in my mind, one of them is my cousin Mikkel… [Verse 1] I remember when we made our own Jacka** show And we kept making more after the first video I remember when I by mistake, poured coke on my phone You laughed so much, that you almost choked I remember when we built a snowman, and raped it I remember all the girls, that you started dating That's a long time ago, so I'm not scared to say I was jealous of you, in every possible way Cause you were doing the cool stuff, and I wasn't I had a couple of friends, you had a dozen I remember when we smoked a joint with your friend And this time, I almost choked to d**h I remember every Monday, I came to visit But you didn't want me to, so I thought “what is this sh**?” We were growing apart, but I wasn't ready Because to me you were more than just, cousin Mikkel I remember when we stayed up late playing games Or, you were playing, I was watching, same same I didn't mind, you were better at the playing part But I helped you with the puzzles, guess I was playing smart I remember the time we went to your friends party And I drank a bit too much, so I started barfing You were there by my side, I still apologize That you had to look after me, all damn night I remember how I used to say, that you were my best friend You might have forgotten, but I remember what you meant Guess it had to end we never meet, like bad friends But I remember how I used to be, back then [Break] I mean, we still meet, unlike someone else I used to know… [Verse 2] I remember when we first met, you and your pink hair You were so outgoing, while I've always been scared Of talking to new people, especially in my teen years So I remember how I thought, that you seemed weird I remember when I first heard you sing, wow Even though we're not friends, that's still what I think, now I remember when you took the, pink out And changed it to brown, turning 180 around I remember when I found out that you were a brony Or a pegasister? A fan my little pony So I wanted to build a friendship hoping it Would be with someone, I could be open with And it was I remember the stuff we shared Told you some weird sh**, but you didn't really care You were there for me, and it's true But I f**ed it up, when I feel in love with, you And that's the thing, I look back at what we were But I can't do it for long, cause that sh** hurts I remember every time you burst into tears I remember every time I almost did, and how it feels To be with someone who drives you crazy, no really Sometimes you were laughing, sometimes you wanted to k** me But you had a fiancé, and didn't turn me down hard or quick I should have kissed, to see what you'd do if I did But you wouldn't want me to, you don't love me So now when I'm looking at you, all I see is ugly By the end I weren't you friend, you just needed company But I remember when our friendship was built on honesty [Break] We totally avoid each other, like the thing with my family… [Verse 3] I remember the times when we went to that summer place And we saw the big waterpark, we were all amazed It was great we were there, all together I remember how I thought, it will never get better But I remember when Chris came back, from Norway I didn't know how much I missed him, but it was all great Cause he was back and we could chat daily We didn't, but that's cause I got problems baby I remember when our great-grandmother pa**ed away It was a tragedy, and we were all sad and grey I remember I wanted to write something in her honour I wasn't good enough back then, but now I'm gonna I loved you Lizzy, we all did You were a piece of our hearts, and when you left, we lost it But you didn't die sad, so we won't take it too hard Cause I know you're happy, wherever you are You're not the only one that left, dad's not with us He didn't even come to your funeral, that sh**'s f**ed I'm sorry, but I can't keep quiet anymore Dad, I don't understand the fire in your core I mean, do what you want, you're your own man But why the f** won't you act like a, grown man This is your own family, I just think it's sad That you don't even miss your own mom or dad Or your siblings, or their kids, you don't see them grow Do what the f** you want, but I want you to know You could come back, nobody cares about your temper But if you don't then the whole family will remember forever [Outro] There, I said it…