TELLALI - Beside Me lyrics

Intro: In the worst times, I find you beside. In the worst times, I find you beside. I feel you creepin' up on me. Get away from me. Oh no it's happening, again. Chorus: Got you beside me. You say you'll leave but you're lying. I wonder when you're gonna stop trying. Nobody sees that you're right by me, you're beside me. Verse 1: I could just put a gun to my head ‘n pull the trigger, pull the trigger. Then all the torture will finally be over, be over. Maybe suffocation is a good way to go, holding my breath until it goes cold. Or I could find something that can pull, so then my conscious won't have to be full. I know this is wrong, but I want it to be right. I just wanna end my life, I don't wanna be alive. Chorus: Verse 2: I got so many that love me and wouldn't want me to go, but you let me know, it'd be the right way to go. You're the perfect one, to tell me all the wrong things, but it seems so right, cause you're right next to me. You're the devil at my shoulder, tellin' me to do the bad things, so I guess I'll end it, where's a gun, lemme k** it. Tell my mother I'm sorry. Tell all my friends, that I'm sorry. They tried to keep me from drowning, but just put me out of my misery. Chorus: DEVIL: Let him go, I will show, him the right way, this is everything. Chorus: Bridge: ME: Why do you have to be the one to take me from everyone? Have me at the edge, can't you see what you've done? DEVIL: I have to make you struggle with no end. I have to make you want to comprehend. ME: You're the worst thing that's ever happened in my life, how does it feel to be the one at my side? DEVIL: It feels good inside. Chorus: Outro: I got you, I got you, I'll always have you, I'll always have you