Teka - Though my eyes lyrics

Hey yo this is my life, the way i see it anyway, as long as i can remember i did what ever the f** i wonted and i don't care if you like this song or not, i have to do this so everyone can see what i do know is nothing.... Muswellbrook is where i am from, first house that comes alone, 3 rose way A sh**ty little cul de sac tucked away, dad having a drink with his mates, sneaking around to grab a long-neck so no one in chase, hiding under my bed to skoal that sh** back, 3 years old and already down to get trashed, always has come to mind why mum lost the case, was told i would see papers, ha that sh** was fake, see her every once in a while, but it was always love ya son bye, 2 years on time for kindergarten, never phased me when it come to the parents pardon, will always remember that day, always gets me laughing, little sister wonted to stay playing in the garden, crying saying no i won't to stay too, think she was over pre-school, k**ing it till about year 3, had teachers saying i was pa**ing everything so god dame easy, but that sh** went and changed quickly, it went down hill when i started noticing the chicks, chasing them around the grounds with my dick, well there goes what the teachers thought, from there on in there was nothing i would not rought, dad find out sh** here we go again, smack whack, f** chris your driving me insane, neighbors call the police, come quick i think hes trying to k** hes son again, dogs just laughed said bet i deserved it, sorry about that mark next time make shore he keep down the yelling, first time i got court, the cops tried to sit me down, said come on just tell us what you did, ha i don't know sh** harry up and take me to jail b**h, 10 years old sitting at the court for a couple little sh**ty scores,judge said 9 mouths all up, tell the truth i thought i was f**ed,but i had been training for years, dad throwing me though walls was a bigger fear, after i got out, dad didn't won't me no more, next couple of years moved around the family with a trail of flours, 16 running around on d**, stilling everything while not knowing what was coming up, 18 straight to jail, for 3 mouths i was in a trance, changed my life that was it, till i meet the most gougers chick, felt like i would give my life, 3 years later ask her to be my wife, f** why the hell when it looking like the high live, looking down the barrel of 13 years, yeah there was tears, my angle would have been gone for good, asked for one more chance to not be this crook, something crazy happened, second chance come so that i took, doped the charge, but i have lost my hart, tried to make it work asked for a restart, but it just not the same, you in the s*ut game but i stayed strong, did it all for her, while you taking it all night, i was back on the crack till i lost it and left, should have taking it past what i did, will always hate that lebbo dog,WA know and all i do is miss my f**ing kid, will never forgive myself because missed all the good sh**, but f** it no more talking, i am coming to take back what is mine b**h So that about it man, left alot out but f** it, Nevaeh i am your daddy and i am sorry for the way it turned out, never had the intentions to bring you up like this, i won't be ever able to make it up but i will never stop trying, so that is it though my eyez..........