It's so hard To fall in love Knowing what I know Seeing all the things I've seen Maybe I should crawl away for awhile Maybe I shouldn't smile so much Who is the one with the k**ing secret? The stupid little boy with the k**ing touch. I've counted the times You've looked away Thinking over and over Every word we had to say Now I know what want is Another chance to reach too high Nothing will last forever and ever Now im just a jerk in a long, long line