TeeKay - Reminisce lyrics

[Faizan] It seems crazy, how time changes everything maybe Its just because people can't' take the same sh** I may see A ray that tells me it's time that faith be In your heart and the dark and other scars may leave The face that she make it reminds me of times when I was a boy and lying was a crime back then I used to make that face too, but I was shy When I used to get a scratch and thought I'm gon die Hehe man, it seems crazy how we grew up, doesn't it? I used to be ten, and look now I'm double it I used to live in my own small bubble and Now that bubbles gone, and I'm too small to trouble it Now the life keeps me busy making a living So much that I stopped, then forgot living I'm still in the same body with the same soul But I'm only going where wind tells me to go [Hook] Hopelessly I've got this far I've been chasing stars all my way You can see I'm still not there Cuz you're not here with me [Faizan] I still remember that cap that I wore when I played At the shore and the stage, in the bed and all day Well anyway, I was so upset when it torn that day And When there was nothing to hide, lies no way When my toys were the joys and money was just paper I'd use it to buy some toys or stick it to décor Or better use it to make a ship and be a sailor I really believed I was a sailor and I was happy As I go back in time in the moments that were happy I think of when I tripped and fell cuz some guy slapped me I was briused and cut I cried my shirt, got all tacky I swear I wept the whole night and drenched the bedsheet As he picked up the stone from the ground I was scared to the core there was no hope that I found He leaned down frowning tryna choke me around My neck and… stop it lets not talk about this right now [Hook] Hopelessly I've got this far I've been chasing stars all my way You can see I'm still not there Cuz you're not here with me [Teekay] It was four years back was lacking clear facts I feared that ill move down as i stepped stairs I close my eyes thats how I go inside My thoughts coincide, am i growing, why? Lies attract maybe cause they hurt less I hate numbers man, im either first or last On the surface im just R.A.P Caught in my words, otherwise i stay free Pause for my past, its me on the desk Its three on dial prolly history cla** Rap in school notebooks, you mad kid? Its madness, youre screwing up your present No one told me so, i wrote rap instead of leactures Cause infact, i learned more from the rapstars Thats my past uh, with all the scars in it Before success it s**s, even the word starts with it [Hook] Hopelessly I've got this far I've been chasing stars all my way You can see I'm still not there Cuz you're not here with me [Faizan] Now I'm sitting alone on this bench at five In the morning lost in thoughts I watch the sun rise There's a brand new day right in front of my eyes Memories have lived, but the dark night dies And I smile…