Tech N9ne - Heavy lyrics

Deformity, a bodily malformation, check Distortion, or disfigurement, check A Deform, person or thing, check Gross, ugliness, check I don't wanna take this, I don't wanna carry this, I don't wanna lift this Everyday, when I wake, wish there was I way that I can rip this Off of my shoulder off of my back, like a big boulder got me off track I don't wanna be seen lookin like that I'm looking at it, it's mean lookin right back Ugly, bloody, pussin, heavy Way more sinister than the face of Jason or f**ing Freddy And that sh** ways me down, got me going crazy now Lazy round me place, cause I got sh** right side of my face How did I get it? how did I grow it? how do I co*k back and just blow it Off? Surgery yes you know it cost and I ain't goin out to show it off I'm just stuck in here, with this f**in weird stuff in near Crushin, pussin, bustin till it up and clears I'm ready, it's wicked, it's gotta be, deadly It's everything you could imagine, bad, twisted, evil and medly Down into eternal fire, this is where it lead me Can hardly hold it up because this thing is so f**ing heavy Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that? oh my god, Disgusting, repulsive, what The f**? It's not a tumor, f** the rumor, I need more to go, stop Staring at this Muthaf**ing side show Heavy Everyone you love got needs Heavy I'll shove start to buckle at the kness Heavy My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary Heavy Cha! Gotta cover it up, gotta go outside to get food How when the smell is like sh** stew? The way people are staring and lookin it gets cruel Bad when I'm shoppin, at the walmart They be laughin, then a brawl starts Cause they wanna pick on a muthaf**er with deformities, bless yall heart I'm sick of it, when it's on my back I can't even get a women to kiss on this face I don't even want to live on this, place Because all people givin is, hate And your really gonna get it bad if your, disfigured The more these sick gigglers, pointed my heavy load it gets bigger They call me hunchback and I wish they wouldn't taunt that They be lookin at a n***a like I woke up and showin straight up sh**tin in They lunch sack Kids, grown ups, dogs, cats All be lookin and pointing at this deformity on my back Taking over me, I'm slowly, turning into it This repulsive, nasty, heavy, sick, humongous pile of sh** Under my skin, infecting my blood like I have some kind of disease, it's Big and bulgin out of my jacket and everybody sees it Ewww, that's gross, yuck, what's that? oh my god, Disgusting, repulsive, what The f**? It's not a tumor, f** the rumor, I need more to go, stop Staring at this Muthaf**ing side show Heavy Everyone you love got needs Heavy I'll shove start to buckle at the kness Heavy My lord said this slow heal carry and if it don't then it might get scary Heavy What is it? with this load I carry there's problems in my life Got big problems with the IRS and problems with my wife Got a lot of problems with this music career, problems with my mom And I gotta solve em quick they fallen on me It's a problem with this sh** on, and it's heavy When everybody depends on you to be the shot caller And you pushin, tryin to get all of your people over the wall, but the sh** Got taller But you tough and determined, you rough and you learnin, you cannot do if You not baller So you get it and hit it one after another and look, the lump got smaller