Tech N9ne - This Life lyrics

[1st Verse] I used to be the ideal n***a Preppy like Hilfiger Pretty vill n***a But wanted to make my dollar bill bigger Turned into a field n***a Not pickin' cotton But pickin' up mics and rockin' Recoppin' so I can feel richer So I started drinkin' real liquor Send me a groupie And I will stick her real quick The dilsnick it will hit her ex pills I can feel n***a best deals you can get the steal If you ill I'm concealed with a Technina millameter by my side God used to guide me Lucifer beside me Evil was lively trippin' with wifey Never was treatin' her nicely What this music got me into This is the message Imma send to God the evil sh** I've been through Lettin' me really know what sin do Listen cuz the hurt cut me deep like a ginsu [Chorus] This life Caught up in the fame In the end will I forever Burn in the flame This life I live in the rain I'm an angel but the devil's Possessing my brain [repeat 2x] [2nd Verse] This life Full of money b**hes weed and riches Kansas City n***as grind it Cook it up in the kitchen Pay attention to the corner n***a Roguish and rugged n***a f** it it's a must I conceal it and tuck it This life Can make a n***a murder for nothin' This life For the money have you fakin' and frontin' This life Can make a n***a take a deal with the devil This life Got me rippin' up sh** in my kennel Ya see I live in the rain Laugh at the storm And mastered the pawn Bringin' war at the crack of the dawn Tottin' the bomb A n***a with a third eye vision Like a malachi blowin' smoke in the sky See the world through the eyes of a real n***a Look into my eyes You can tell I'm a rider More shows more clothes More hoes more dough And no foes yo [Chorus] This life Caught up in the fame In the end will I forever Burn in the flame This life I live in the rain I'm an angel but the devil's Possessing my brain [repeat 2x] [3rd Verse] Some times I wonder How did I survive With all this drama in front of me Poppa went out like a b**h For runnin' from me Though momma never lied She cried Seen me sittin' in prison Servin' a sentence With bad intentions Still no repentance I'm heart broken while chokin' On a joint dipped in water And high hopin' the future's wide open For my daughter my eyes are open To all animosity constantly Falling quickly the devil calls it A blessing to cross Nitty Lessons are taught quickly Hell my pride will die with me Then to repeat back To the penitentiary visit me Hell bound coffin dwellin' Before a life in the cell yelllin' Now free me I'm in desperate need immediately Truthfully speakin' My life from night to day 24 hours I fight Despite this hell to pay Can't wait to see the day When my adventures begin With this here life of sin I'm all in [Chorus] This life Caught up in the fame In the end will I forever Burn in the flame This life I live in the rain I'm an angel but the devil's Possessing my brain Is it heaven or hell I really can't tell It half cupid half relic My life is anghellic So I dance with the devils And I fly with the angel And I stand on a level Where mind is so tangled