Team Dresch - Fake Fight lyrics

I cry out in the darkness forever to be free And I cry out so my loneliness won't get the best of me I can see a brave tomorrow when I might just leave this town After all these days and nights of anxious sadness left me tired and doubting Everything I thought I'd found Apprehension strange letters found two kittens on the tracks Got my picture taken twice today when are you coming back I can see a brave tomorrow don't let this spaceship bring me down After all these days and nights of anxious sadness left me tired of doubting Everything I've got My love My life Not this time I'm found This one's for this girl I know Tree bound bug locked stare I know One hundred and forty one days no rest Less i miss one single kiss There's a tree fort on this island on the river by oaks park We found it on our bikes and had fake fights until dark This one's for this girl I know Tree bound bug locked stare I know I'd be a fly around your head or a pin in your neck If you knew which you liked best Well I looked into the distance you said all I know is what I see Sincerity not guessing at our own humanity But I'm still driving up and down I-5 figuring what's f**ed Counting on the distance between underground justice and handmade luck