Teal Douville - Forever Be Alive lyrics

If today be the day i go Tell em that i did it big and didn't live life slow Tell my bro stay strong Tell my momma i love her And ill forever be alive in the summer June 21st That was a magical night A hundred thousand people dancing all happy bout life And when i stepped into that stadium I was going crazy though I was living fast Pumping d** into my cranium Ex had me floatin' And Miley had me rollin' And c**aine made me feel like i was in control of My liquor man So go and pour some more liquor man Drippin' my throat I swear it's gettin' thicker and Smokes gettin' thicker damn Oh sh** this my jam Ba** hittin' so hard i swear that it can hit your band Livin' for the principle And i don't wanna stick to plans I just wanna live a little I just wanna lift my hands Rollin' i swear to god that I'm rollin' By three a.m. i ate the whole gram that i was holdin' f** sleep my eyes got no signs of closin' Hollerin' at girls and no dimes are posing We're here bro Yeah we finally made it here bro Livin' life like we some f**ing super heroes Call me batman yeah I'm a bad man know that we did it right if this was the last stand If today be the day i go Tell em that i did it big and didn't live life slow Tell my bro stay strong Tell my momma i love her And ill forever be alive in the summer June 22nd That was a horrible day I felt empty There's really no more can i say I got back in the morning at around 8 o'clock All my friends were in the hotel In a state of shock With the curtains all closed Lying on the ground I went to say "wa**up?" And no one tried to make a sound And that's when John said "Ryan, this is hard to say but Last night Anthony he pa**ed away While we was out partyin' He was in the room Because he had fell asleep from all the sh** that he consumed" Thats when i fell backwards my mind in a puzzle They said he died in his sleep With no signs of a struggle huh At least that's what the coroner said But i took the same drug yeah There should be more of us dead I should be right there with him Cause i watched him sniff those lines And i popped a pill with him Like 20 different times And i watched him drink a fifth in like 5 minutes flat So if thats the sh** that k**ed him How can i live with that I'm feelin' low So low I don't think I'm comin' back Trying to keep my sh** together I don't think that I'm in tact As I sit there tryna pack To get outta this place Still high cause i don't know the amount that i take Walking through the airport with tears rollin down my face Everybody's staring at me like I'm from outer space and I swear that was the longest flight home Questioning everything I've ever known Thinking about the legacy i would have left If my friends were flying home with one homie less And it was me that was laying there lifeless I swear to god its so crazy how this life is But make it through the day I might just Cause i feel him with me here as i write this So if today be the day that i go Tell em that i did it big and didn't live life slow Tell my bro stay strong Tell my momma i love her And ill forever be alive in the summer I said If today be the day that i go Tell em that i did it big and didn't live life slow Tell my bro stay strong Tell my momma i love her And ill forever be alive in the summer