Taproot - I - revised radio mix lyrics

I am seeing tunnel vision in a world that's dark and cold I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight I cannot believe I lost control of my fate I need forgiveness from the people I truly care about I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win I can't afford to blow this one I hate myself sometimes I love myself I need this way of life because it holds me Contradiction's the way of life Happiness is wealthiness is healthy now I've made it through those lies and deceit I think what's done is done and I can't complain anymore I am sure now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe I'd lost control of my fate