Tapping The Vein - Again lyrics

I am wearing this weight Again It cuts like it did then It's consuming all my thoughts And swallowing me Again And what you see is what's left of me But I'm here I didn't think I'd scare very easily But I fear this thing It is wearing me out and thin Paralyzing me Again It was vicious all the way here I am barely alive I wish you love With anyone else but me I wish you love with anyone And all I can do I will do for you If I'm here I promise you I'll remember you While I'm here I wish you love Again I am surrendering me Surrendering mine