Tapestry - Flint lyrics

I'm thinking of blistering cold nights By the complex my mind is racing But my atoms they're still as a stone They crave vibration they'll never know Got my laughter to wear as a coat Til' I find my cave where I'll melt alone Watching snowflakes float past the screen Then make my way outside or into a dream It's strange how memory gets twisted with time Now I want it back Now I miss that life