shoved in to this box you've put me in kept locked down, if trapped I suffocate livid in this world you've created searching for a doorway out of this sick, repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted on repetitive thoughts that dictate my emotionless static causing hesitation it pulls me under fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity no time to ponder attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity livid in a moment jaded still searching for a doorway out in to a calmer blue holding on to the shadows a restless reminder it pushes me into the next repulsive, hypothetical vision wasted on repetitive thought that dictates my emotionless static causing hesitation it pulls me under fading from reality, I cannot find the gravity no time to ponder attempting to restrain the beast, a desperate plea for sanity blinded by the rage I feel down inside i contemplate my own suicide each time I feel like I've been denied the right to freely express my mind